levalistair:

Leander tightened his jaw and averted his gaze, trying to hold back his temper, to no avail. He’d had a bad day and he thought all he needed was to forget, but a part of him whispered this might be just what he wanted. He shoved the thoughts away, but the anger remained. “Listen, you piece of shit, back the fuck off or things are gonna get ugly really fucking fast. I don’t know what kind of game you’re playing and I don’t care. I’m not your mate.”

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“But I’m not playing a game…” He murmured softly, lips barely moving as he leaned forward. Inching in. “How’s the drink? Is it good, mate?” He ran the tip of his tongue against every ridge along his teeth. Every jut, every corner— from the inside. And his eyes never wavered from the other man’s penetrating one. The anger in his voice was a soothing edge to the strain in his facial muscles. Like a serrated knife, it cut just a bit better than  a smooth blade, and it only fueled his excitement. It wasn’t often lately he got to run his tongue along an edge like that. “How ugly are they going to get darling?” He continued as he closed the space between them, moving to sniff along his neckline, his jaw. ‘Til his eyes came square with the other’s, and the corner of his lip twitched in excitement. “Because I like ugly…” His lips parted as he moved them against Leander’s ear, a quiet whisper. “And I think you already give a good dishing of it.”

madden-lloyd:

The heavy scent of black licorice quickly settles in the air as the absinthe is being spread about the room - the group of three having gone seperate ways to maximize the damage done once they flick that first match right off into the crowd. Stage is nowhere in sight when the other man rejoins Madden, handing off the now almost empty bottle for him to finish up along with a matchbook. Madden ambles off towards the bathrooms, lightly lining the floor with the liquid as he passes by the long line of women waiting their turn to freshen up, before returning to the corner he’d cut to get there. Head tilting in slight curiosity, his gaze sweeps over the other man’s features across the room waiting for a signal to strike a match. 

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He licks his lips staring across the expanse of ground covered, the numbers passed by. In all honesty, he couldn’t recall exactly whom he had spilled the contents of alcohol on, but he did recall the areas he walked. His matches and the flick of the wrist were all in hopes he would hit a target; and surely he would. After all, he had been thorough at least in dousing the very ground he had walked upon just in case. He chanced a quick glance at Audrey Ries, host for he night who appeared in animated conversation with another guest and was too busy finishing off the evening to notice. Even Mason, cold and heartless as he was wasn’t so frigid as to set Ries’ Vault ablaze so soon after its opening. No. He only wished to set the women of London on fire, and watch that beautiful shimmering satin be eaten alive. He shot a quick glance at the other man, Leary— partner in crime for the night.

A quick thumbs up and Mason set off, striking his matches and dropping the flash of orange and blue against the floor. And with a flourish, he removed the mask he wore tossing it in the midst of the chaos.

(Source: mason-lloyd)

madden-lloyd:

Oh, it happens alright. And when it happens it happens real fuckin’ good. Hah.

Sounds like a plan. And bein’ the fuckin’ gentleman that I am, I’ll even go pay the twats outside the ladies room a quick visit. I would just hate for anyone to feel left out. There’s a long fuckin’ line consistin’ of nothin’ but polyester and satin just waitin’ there like domino bricks - once the first one lights up the others will catch on. I don’t know about you two, but I’ve got plenty of eyes on me tonight - so let’s get this goin’ and do so quickly, yeah? 

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“Right you are, Leary. I’ll begin my attack on those lovely ladies now.” He grabs the bottle of Absinthe without another word, heading off in the middle of crowd. He pops the top off placing his thumb against the rim of the edge of it to keep more from pouring out. With each step he positions himself near enough to a lady to wet the very edges of her dress, allowing small slips of the alcohol to bleed out past that pressured thumb. His movements are quick around the room and just for good measure he lets the alcohol leak as he walks from woman to woman, leaving a trail of the flammable liquid across the floor. As he makes his trajectory, he stops near Leary and hands him the near half-empty bottle to finish the job with, removing the matchbooks he had collected from the Warden earlier that night.

(Source: mason-lloyd)

Cat and Mouse || Masquerade Ball.

likediamondsinthesky-x:

Cerulean hues rolling with the condescending tone evident in the other, the Ries girl allowed Mason to lead her out onto the dance floor, along with other couples eagerly twirling with the music. The pair was nothing of the sort; she loathed the way his arm wound around her slender waist, the way his rough hand so eagerly toppled over her softer, smaller version. He cleaned up nicely, even smelled up to par, but looks failed to deceive Audrey. She knew better than to fall into the guise, the ease he seemed to portray in leading the endeavor. Mason knew nothing of this world, scolded her for high-class lifestyle. He was in her territory, playing right in to her waiting hands so easily, and so effortlessly, and he knew nothing of the intent behind their joining for the song.

Falling in step in front of the man, the blonde allowed her free hand to fall against his chest, fingers pressing into the fabric of his jacket, her hips swaying to the tempo of the music, feet moving along with his. The mask hid his features, the contorting of his face to show her the discomfort beneath, but she could see the eyes that bore down on her, the ones so cold, and so destructive, and she hated him, hated everything about Mason Lloyd, and she knew in that moment that she’d never change her opinion, never give him the time of day. He wasn’t worth it, wasn’t worth all the effort, or the tormenting, and he never was. Yet the Ries girl seemed magnetized to him, unable to shy away from their ever-present game. Perhaps she wasn’t so grown up, perhaps she was just as bad as he. “See, Lloyd, this isn’t so bad. I think I can manage just a bit longer without wanting to leave immediately.”

He stiffened at her voice, that high-pitched tone Ries took when she seemed smug with satisfaction at her own successes. Such as this one. Such as the one where she seemed to think she had won because here they were dancing, like any other couple on the floor. Dancing “carelessly”. “Please be quiet. Be quiet. Before I gag you myself with one of the waiters handkerchiefs and shut that irritating mouth of yours up. I don’t want to hear it.” That was something he detested. Her voice. Her stupid little voice that changed pitch from whine to self-pride. And it made him want to swing her around as he had her clenched and throw her into the next line of bodies, or the wall if they were close enough. Maybe against the bar itself. 

His hand clenched a little tighter around hers in irritation, his jawline became a bit more refined. And his step? Became just slightly more intentional. More commanding in the trajectory it wished to take. His lead against her was more aggressive as he practically dragged her about the floor, not caring where he to bump into another. A good amount of space lay between him and the other, a distance he made to keep because his control in not tossing her under the nearest stampede of feet was quickly deteriorating. All his frustration and annoyance with her was being let out in the way he moved, in his haphazard steps back and movements across the floor. In his attempts at a twirl in which he desired to let go of her hand the moment she was supposed to come back into his arms. Desiring instead to allow her to drop; straight to the floor. 

Brow creased in lines of grievance, his voice came gruff. “Hurry up and get your dance, haven’t got all night. Satisfied?” With another turn of his feet he made to leave her, his sudden pull away from her slender body implying his desire to go no further. It had been a quick waltz around the room, a dumb little show for all eyes though everyone was probably too high on the scent of too much perfume and cologne to care. And he? He had done his duty for the night. No matter if was an hour or a mere minute— the consent had been long enough.

Cat and Mouse || Masquerade Ball.

likediamondsinthesky-x:

Mason, Mason, Mason. How self-righteous can you be? It’s my event, and my rules. I knew there was a heavy possibility all along that I’d be matched up with someone who didn’t quite tickle my fancy. The invitation falling in to your hands is just something I have to deal with as the hostess, no? You haven’t gotten the better of me. Those days are long gone, and few coming.

I intend to follow my own rules, Lloyd, even if that means spending part of my evening with you. So, let’s have it, Prince Charming, or can you not bare to be seen with me on your arm? This is a ball, and I’d really like to dance. Besides, everyone must play by the rules.

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“Well you don’t have to be so demanding ‘bout it now do ya sweetheart?” He murmured as he leaned in, gaze wandering about. Wandering anywhere but that condescending look of the woman, blonde. Whose posture and stance all but screamed out her irritation. And yet her pretentious look behind false lashes or whatever it was she wore was enough not to make Mason uncomfortable, but enough to make him want to hurry on and get it over with. Sure, he could back-out right then and there and haven nothing to do with the woman. She wasn’t his business. But oh she was when she put it like that! When her tone implied her desire to have the control in this little tryst— but that wasn’t how Mason wished for it go down. She wanted to supersede him, and by refusing to play her game surely she would have won. And Mason Lloyd would walk away looking a coward for being unwilling to indulge. She wanted to play by the rules? Fine. He could play by the rules and more

Without a moment’s delay he firmly placed his right arm secure around her lower back making to lead her out onto the dance-floor. His other hand, his left, sought her opposing one with a flourish extending it out between them. He didn’t consider himself much of a dancer, and really he wasn’t. These sort of gatherings weren’t his world— knowing how to dance wasn’t learned knowledge. And he was fairly awkward even in attempting it. But he made to mask the fact that he wasn’t the world’s best dancer (or perhaps no dancer at all), by taking on a commanding presence. Shoulders thrown back, head held high if only to make himself appear grander than he was before this idiotic excuse for a woman— and his feet desperately moved to attempt the role of the lead. But whether or not he got the steps right he didn’t care; he was just trying to prove to her whom was in control, tonight.

Delivery || Aurora and Anton

auroracarr:

This particular cafe bred the perfect lunch crowd. Most of the customers were businessmen and women, ironed suits and perfectly coiffed exteriors complete with cell phones and laptops that seemed permanently attached to them. Some nibbled carefully on muffins and overly complicated sandwiches, craning their necks to avoid getting crumbs on their clothes. Others sipped slowly on their drinks, fingers flying across keyboards or smart phones, brows seeming to be permanently furrowed with the force of their focus. They were busy, and busy people tended to mind their own business, which met Aurora’s needs perfectly. Conducting such business in a social setting was always a bit of a double edged sword. On the one hand, the setting offered protection in the sense that if anyone tried to pull anything on her there would be witnesses. But those very same witnesses might decide she seemed suspicious, could jeopardize her business. She’d gotten good at making these interactions as casual as possible, depending on how cooperative the client was.

To her credit, Rory was good at playing the part of casual. Her legs were crossed, elbows propped against the table, and a book opened before her. Occasionally her eyes would dart up from the page to observe the entrance of the cafe. To any onlookers she looked like she was passing time while awaiting a friend or coworker. In the bag carefully tucked between her foot and the wall, tucked between papers to be graded and her binder full of lesson plans, was a rectangular package wrapped in green paper. Beneath the wrapping was an ordinary calendar, but tucked away in the last few months were the documents she had spent the last few weeks forging. It had been painstaking, but her attention to detail resulted in a rather flawless final product, papers that created two identities, two perfectly believable histories. Of course he wouldn’t be getting the papers quite yet. Rory always forced her clients to sit for a while, order something to drink. For someone to walk in, then walk out after procuring a package from her, however innocent the package itself appeared, well that was just suspicious as hell.

When she finally spotted the client, Rory caught his eye and gestured to the free seat, a smile on her face as if she were excited to see him, desperate to play catch up or share indulgent gossip. Though when he neared, her tone was much more reserved and professional as she spoke. “Have a seat Mr. Podgoretsky. We are old friends enjoying a quick game of catch up before we rush back to our busy days. I’m sure you’re eager to get what you came here for and be gone, so I won’t take any more of your time than necessary.”

“That’s good. That’s fantastic. Brilliant.” He eyed the woman stepping nearer to her, his entire disposition reading that of impatience and sheer boredom with the tryst. His fingers lingered on the buttons of his coat fiddling with them, his eyes rolling into the back of his head a bit, irritated by his having to dawdle and waste time for the sake of show. “Darling! Aurora! It’s been so bloody long, c’mere you, yeah, let me see that pretty face of yours eh! Been so fucking long.” Anton spread his arms out dramatically, his voice raising a bit in sudden exclamation. He leant forward pressing his hands to her face, cupping her cheeks. His full lips smushed themselves against the corner of her mouth then retreated after a mere fifteen seconds or so, a sinister smile and curve of lips displaying a full set of disfigured teeth. “S’good to see ya.” He murmured, voice a breathless whisper. He stood keeping his focus on her for a minute before he clapped his hands together and took the seat across, shrugging off his coat as he went.

Beneath the coat was a buttoned-up dress shirt ironed fresh, a hue of purple with a hint of silver at the cuffs. Cufflinks. And his earring studs matched the attire. His hear was neatly cut, trimmed at the back in a close-shave along the neckline, and a bit longer near the front— a classic taper. The occasion called for it, because if he was going to begin this new lifestyle of his, it was absolutely necessary that he remained unrecognizable to his previous form. Necklaces lay tucked beneath his dress shirt and a silk tie, a contrast and exception to his formal attire. The jewelry was something he would always wear— if not the studs, then the necklace was something he hardly went without. Anton adjusted the watch upon his wrist before clasping his hands together, leaning forward and raising his brows, a tight-lipped smile soon following. “So…” He began. “How are you?” 

A brief pause remained after the posed question before he continued. “How’s the husband? The dog? Or did you divorce ol’Edmund and get on with another man, yeah?” He fidgeted where he sat, scratching at the back of his ear, eyes wandering along her frame and along the crowds near them. He was hyperaware of the bustling of activity in the space, but more than that his eyes traveled down the woman’s body to what lay beneath her legs, crossed. For a brief moment his eyes caught sight of the green manila package, before his gaze quickly snapped to Aurora’s face. He was eager to get on with the meeting, but pretenses. Pretenses, pretenses, pretenses. So he sat planting his feet firmly to the floor, and pulled at his collar, a whiff of his cologne hitting his nostrils in the act. 

remy-victorias:

“You’re so fucking charming, guy.” Remy sighed, looking down at her wrist to get an idea of the time. There was a burger joint a block away, short walk if you knew the path. With a shrug she set off for the road sidewalk leading there and jammed her hands into her pockets. After a moment, the blonde looked over her shoulder at her company and quirked a brow, “You going to give me a name, or am I just going to have to call you Cheerios? And I can deal with not talking over the actual food…but I think walking there in silence would be fucking boring.”

She wasn’t going to fight him over the nickname, her brother had thought of worse in her youth. If all it meant was he was teasing her, rather than actually trying to stuff shit down her throat, she wouldn’t bitch. With her relatively fast pace she made way to the place in mind with good time to be had, stopped right before the door to it and fished her hand out of her pocket to pull it open. “Ta-da. We’re here.” It was one of those seat yourself places, so she made for a booth in the corner and plopped herself into one of the seats, crossed her legs and waited for the server to appear with the menu. Probably some over-active woman in her early forties with teeth too big for her gums.

Setting her chin into her palm, Remy stared around the diner before turning her attention to the set up at the end of the table: half empty salt and pepper, ketchup that looked like it was solidified near the top, and napkins shoved into the metal holder. So very quaint. “If you like a rare burger, they serve them practically raw here…should you ask them to.”

He tapped the pack of cigarettes stashed in his shirt pocket against his hand, drawing one out. It came clean, with ease, against his fingertips. Then, it was nestled between his lips— snug. The lighter’s flicker was sharp, and he had to take care to pause midway, trailing behind the blonde before him to duck, cup, and inhale. He barely paid any mind as his lips wrapped around the end of the cigarette puffing at it before taking a long drag. It was through these very billows settling around him that his focus resumed once more. “What? Cheerios?” He repeated, glancing at her as his physical gait resumed to a more steady pace, speaking around the fag. A quick swipe and the cancer-inducing stick found a placeholder between his fingers as Anton’s hands roamed down to the belt at waist to tighten it. “What’re you going on about cheerios for, darling?” He inquired in passing, finally taking in his surroundings as they arrived at the prescribed location.

“Magic hands.” Anton said flashing the woman a smile as he held his hands up, fingers spread except for the cigarette dangling precariously between two of them. “Look at you, you conjured the fucking place out of nowhere.” He was about to step-in when he remembered the slight problem at hand, and cursed irritably. “Could’ve given me a bit of a warning yeah, that it’s so fuckin’ nearby wouldn’t have lit one up. Waste of a good fucking smoke.” The cigarette was dropped to the walk regretfully and the heel of a boot crushed it’s remnants into the concrete below. Slightly bitter, he stepped forth following his companion’s lead whilst adjusting the cap on his head, sniffing into his hand as he made to sit across from the girl. He leaned back and draped his arms across the back of the booth, tapping his hands in impatience against the cushions.

“A burger’s a burger, right darling? Long as they don’t give me charcoal in a bun, I think I’m good.” Anton’s eyes wandered about the diner as he spoke, never fully taking in the one across from him and finding more interest in the few stragglers and late-night dinners of others about. The atmosphere itself was rather inviting especially at such an hour, but he always grew curious of the types that gathered themselves at the end of their workdays to spend in a fucking lonely burger joint just off the corner. Shit, he’d much rather have spent a moment like that in his apartment staring blankly at the ceiling. And for a moment, Anton was them— the large man in the corner whose mouth opened wide to accept a hearty sandwich of lettuce and meat. He was the spit the man spilled from his lips in all is salivary glory in anticipation at his teeth sinking into fine cow flesh. And all at once he was also the waitress, sitting up against a counter dabbling bits of potato into a red paste and nibbling at it, the lonely waitress at the end of her shift who got a free dinner as part of being on the job. “What a fuckin’ place.” Anton murmured, finally snapping his gaze to the one across. “Sure satisfies the appetite, don’t it?”

malloydonnelly:

There was little left of his fingernail. Bitten down to the quick, Malloy’s teeth were sinking into skin. Peeling away callouses and dead epidermis until, over the dirt and grime that rested on his tongue, the sharp, metallic flavor of his own blood ebbed forward. The lion moved forward, standing high and mighty before him. And when he roared it sent a shiver up the rat’s spine. He flinched, tearing his teeth away from his fingers, shredding the skin away from the tip. A jolt of burning pain singed in his nerves as he shoved his bleeding hand into the pocket of his filthy jeans.

This wasn’t the sort of exchange he’d meant to get himself into. Barely a few days into this job and Malloy was lost in the very bowls of the place he feared more than anything. More than the wrath of God and the fiery pits of hell. The man in the lobby had told him to take a right and then a left to find the exit out onto the prison yard. Or had he said a left then a right? The Irishman shifted his eyes to the left and then to the right again, careful to avoid the hungry yellow eyes of caged animals who looked at him like a leg of lamp being dangled over their heads. “I uh…” he muttered to himself, aggressively scratching his head, stubby fingernails digging into his scalp.

“It’s nice, yeah?” his voice was barely audible as he spared half a second’s glace at the lion’s jumpsuit. The bright colors made his eyes hurt and they reminded him of the neon streaks in the sneakers that used to make harsh prints in the yard after a fresh rain. Pretty blonde children splashing those sneakers in puddles and tracking mud through the white tile halls of the school where he worked. Used to work. He worked here now. And he was lost. “I don’t…” he murmured, stepping closer to the lion’s cage as he dragged the remains of his fingernails down his neck and over his shoulder.

“I’m no prisoner but I don’t have keys. They don’t give me keys. Can’t be trusted with keys.” Malloy’s shoulders straightened as he rambled. “But…” he thought for a moment, turning his options over in his head. “I could maybe get keys.” There was an obvious appeal in a rat befriending a lion. He ran the palm of his hand over his short hair, oblivious to the dirt and grime that it would leave behind. He could make good use of the lion, if the lion was worth his time. Might be I can get some keys.” Malloy swallowed hard, looking the lion in his eyes for the first time. Curiosity and metal bars strengthened his spine, made him braver than he’d ever be in the face of this man on the streets. “What makes you such a flight risk, hm?”

Mason brought a hand up to his chin stroking what hair there was, fingernails scratching against the bristles. “Can’t be trusted with keys mm, yeah? Mousey l’il runt like you? I can see why.” He laughed slightly as he continued to stroke staring down past his prominent nose to the smaller man. Malloy was fidgety alright, and this constant agitation made externalized by the biting of his nails to even the mere scratching of his scalp—it was beginning to irritate. What business did Mason have, anyway with this man who seemed to do no good but squirm about in his own damn skin? Not much it seemed.

 “Listen…” Mason drawled out lazily, stepping ever closer to the other man. One step after another—a slow gait that implied nothing but a threat. But it was a playful one. Unfortunately for Malloy, Mason happened to enjoy just this sort of torture—one small strut. He was closing their distance, and what joyous union it would be when he could finally lay his hand against this fragile sack of bones. “I don’t know what your name is and I don’t care. Haa.” His laughter expelled from his body in the same instance that his tongue slipped up between his teeth. “Tongue in cheek.” He mouthed out as he slapped a hand on Malloy’s shoulder and curled his fist into the cloth of the man’s clothes. “I’m thinking that you’ll be taking me to get those fuckin’ keys eh? Go on now, lead the way.” 

 However, Mason made no move to remove his hand from the shoulder, or even made to uncurl his fingers from the material it wedged between his knuckles. Instead, he roughly yanked at Malloy and thrust him forward in front of him, making way to show he meant no more of this nonsense. “Go on you little shit, get me ‘em keys. I’m waiting.” His tongue pressed up against his lips, running along the lower half as he crossed his arms again, once more maintaining a less-than-amicable stance. His brows remained perked, heightened in its hostility as were his eyes widening about enough to show the madness lurking in the whites of them.

 For a moment he simply stood and stared appearing to be patient with the man of many nervous wrecks, but his impudence was not to be tested. His hand was quick to grab a fistful of Malloy’s sparse locks and tug his head back.  “And listen ‘ere mate,” he said firmly, keeping his voice thin against the man’s ear. “You don’t get to go asking the questions. Why am I a fuckin’ flight risk eh? Well maybe if you me them keys you’ll bloody find out.” 

The Solvent | Self

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You can change your name, you can change your past, but you can’t change what is up in here.”

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I fear no evil, for he is with me || Asri & Mason

theshepherdinwolfskin:

Before him, the prison loomed in an ominous and foreboding way. Reminiscent of Irish castles and the horrors that would lay within; more than just dark red tapestries that made Asri curl his lip at the mere sight of them. The prison, though not as mid-evil, held the same sort of men that a castle once did. Horrible, doggish men. Hounds. Little demons with their horns shaved down, no longer points. Harmless in that they were caged, but dangerous in that they were still alive. There were more than a few prisoners that deserved a death sentence; a life long prison stint in the fiery depths below. Asri would lie through his teeth and say only God could judge the guilty, but he felt it in his bones when he looked at the prison. Scourge of the earth resided inside. Pedophiles, rapists, murderers. Some all three at once. Thinking about them made a shiver of excitement run up the young priest in training. A little feeling of arousal settle in his lower stomach, like hot water spreading through his abdomen and down his thighs. Asri liked the prison. Like the cold, gray interior. The bleak clouds that lay overhead and the even bleaker ceiling that seemed lower and lower the deeper and deeper he walked into it.

The sound of his boots clicking through the long corridor was soothing to Asri. A repetitive, constant sound that echoed and followed him like some faithful dog. With hands slid into the pockets of his jeans, the young, baby faced brother walked with total purpose. There was nothing that he enjoyed more than playing. Like a cat that caught a mouse and wanted to watch it writhe and squeak, all Asri wanted to do was play. There were certain inmates he found interesting and others not so much. A pedophile he got to whisper in his ear the things he’d done to the children he’d killed only for him to slide his hand between the brothers thigh and ask to be able to repeat the act on him. This wasn’t the sort of prisoner that interested Asri. The ones that gave in so quickly. That saw young, fresh meat in front of them that appeared so easily to break and all but lunged at the chance to taste. To take a bite. He’d never deny laying himself out as bait for sinners to take, but it disappointed him when they snapped at his exposed soul so quickly.

Before seeing Mason, he’d visited all of two prisoners. The first being the pedophile who had violated him. He bored Asri more than day time television had. The second had been a man who killed three women. He’d been a bit more interesting, but halfway through their conversation, he’d tried to throw his chair across the room. The guards had flooded in, protecting the little man of faith as they tried to subdue the prisoner. All the while Asri would have to shift awkwardly to not expose the budding erection that pressed at the front of his jeans painfully. Unfortunately, he was denied further access to this prisoner and when he chose Mason’s name out of random, he was even more delighted with what he found. Because Mason seemed more dangerous than both before yet he’d done what neither of them had done. Mason had listened. He’d sat there and listened, despite whatever bullshit he spit back in Asri’s face. Whatever anger had been boiling at the forefront, he never once arose and used it. Many threats, but never acted upon.

A subdued and slumbering beast.

Asri wanted to know what would wake him up.

“Hello, my good guards,” Asri greeted, pulling the scarf from his throat and placing it in the bucket they presented in front of him. “I’ve learned the drill, don’t worry,” the brother said, taking his rolex off and putting it into the bucket as well. Gone went his belt and his bible and whatever else they deemed could be used as a weapon. They never once checked the packet of cigarettes he said was a gift for the prisoner.

“Yer fuckin’ with bulls here, father,” a guard said gruffly as he lead Asri down further into the bowels of hell. The Irishman smiled, broadly and happily, looking up at the guard who stood towering above him. Which wasn’t hard, considering his lithe and tiny frame. Most men were bigger than the little Egyptian. He stood barely at five-nine and weighed less then a hundred fifty pounds. But Asri had never relied on his physical side to help him out in situations. It was a quick witted tongue and a hundred different personalities that made Asri dangerous. Also, a fondness for fire and the ability to run a mile in under five minutes. A quick little fucker when things got too bad. Asri stared into the guards sullen, British face.

“I know. It’s fun,” Asri replied as he stepped to the door where Mason lay in wait behind. The guard started to say something, but Asri cut him off and stepped inside, closing the door behind him. It shut with a final thudding sound, a click and then he was alone with the prisoner.

It wasn’t just that Mason had played along with a game he possibly didn’t know he was involved in. Asri wasn’t lying when he’d called the brute Adonis looking. He was the perfect specimen in that regard. Hulking. Massive. Formidable. Handsome. Asri stepped forward to the seat he could sit in, but instead he pulled the cigarettes from his pocket and took two from the packet. Sticking one into his mouth, he pulled the matches from inside the pack, lit it and then used the cherry from his to light the other one. “Curious is it that the guards will take my scarf but not my matches,” Asri said, stepping around the table bolted to the ground, leaning a hip against it and extending the cigarette out to Mason. “Curious is this entire establishment, you agree?”

It wasn’t any different, his cot. Not from one day to the next, but on occasion he’d come across a moment in which his thoughts venturing allowed him to focus less on the way the concrete bedding pressed against his back, and more on matters at hand. Truth be told it had been so long since Mason had last had anything of significance on his mind beyond the way time seemed to pass far too slow for his liking. Then again, what right did he have to complain? The man whom slept not far from him was here for far longer than he and if it wasn’t his nights being filled with the less-than-appealing grunts of a near fifty-five year old man wanking off, perhaps sleep wouldn’t evade him nearly as much as it did. But the bed itself and the black circles beneath his eyes didn’t have so many stories to tell as the excitement in his gut. Little priest boy was due to visit on a regular basis or so he was told. It was good company to keep, and in all fairness he was curious; Mason certainly wasn’t agnostic. But what he didn’t appreciate was the “brother this” and the “brother that” the way this man’s eyes lit up at the mention of God— maybe he was jealous. And maybe he wasn’t. But one thing was for sure was that whatever peace this “Asri” found, that was what Mason sought. One that he meant to get by any means necessary— as the nagging within him only grew to be more persistent after their first encounter.

And so he rolled in his mouth the metallic blade nestled between his lips, sucking slightly and seeming to whet its fine edge with the way his tongue precariously rubbed against it. It was a perverted inclination towards violence, one that dangled between one false swoop of his tongue and he would be bleeding like an open vein. Perhaps it was even something he should have tried for, as any idyllic man would do given the surroundings he was in— at the very least, it gave the sense of adventure! It was as though he would be venturing into the wilderness for the first time, and it made even the concept of violence that much more sweet. It wasn’t brutal; it was simple. And he loved simple. Nothing spoke more of humanity than a man dying from an insignificant wound, or perhaps not enough to render him silenced forever. Rather, it was the way in which a man might find himself crippled by the most unsuspecting force yet— one measly little stab wound, a bite from a spider, a common cold, the slightest overdose. All were such friendly unsuspecting measures in the face of death, and that was something to be acknowledged. Unsuspecting. If that didn’t give the brute an erection, he couldn’t fathom what did. 

“Aye, Lloyd.” The gruff voice of the guard whom was stationed outside his door for the majority of his shifts crashed through his thoughts, his daydream. For a moment it startled him, and in the sudden boom of vocal cords he almost did indeed slice his own tongue. He however, caught himself and gripped the blade between his fingers, licking his lips. “That priest is comin’ to see you again, should be here in about 5 minute’s time.” Mason’s thumb ran against the metallic surface, curling the pooling saliva in his mouth on his tongue before spitting a gob of it out into the corner. He lifted the front of his shirt wiping at his nose and sniffling, a muffled “Roger that mate.” parting from between his lips. There were no cuts right? He had been careful. Even if he were to slice at his tongue on accident, the event itself would throw him into hurdle of chaos he wanted no part of— rather, upon being treated he’d be put in solitary for even having a fucking weapon on him. Especially were they to search his belongings further, they would find that cellular Oliver had so graciously provided him with— and all that build-up of “good behavior” gone. Kaput. In one blow.

He snorted and returned the blade to his lips, tucking it down on the side of his mouth, the blade itself being pushed back between his cheek and teeth. He had to be careful, certainly— but the method itself wasn’t an impossible feat; just a dangerous one. He evened his breathing, sitting on the edge of his cot and keeping his head low as he waited for the sound of that cree— and the slammer’s door was already being opened. He heard the voice, saw the shoes, the footsteps before he even bothered to look up. To whom did he owe this pleasure? But there was no doubt; alone, once again. Mason raised his eyes slowly, complete and utter silence falling on a tongue pressuring itself to keep steady in the midst of the dangerous games it played. His throat? It barely swallowed. The adam’s apple moved so discreetly and the black circles seemed made all the more prominent by the pooling halo of sweat surrounding his temple. And he heard it. He heard the words. Curious…curious indeed. But Mason wasn’t entirely there, not really. He was focused instead on that mouth, those eyes trained on him oblivious or perhaps not, but those eyes seeking to make the ill-conversation Mason wanted no business with, or part of.

And the slight groan of his cot in relief from the weight it had parted with— it wasn’t solid concrete mind you, but one that felt very close to it — and Mason’s stocky but hulky frame now neared the smaller man chattering away as though they were friends. Without warning, calmly to keep him from harming himself he wrapped his hand about Asri wrist, pulling him up against him gently as though trying to persuade him to relent and draw nearer. It was an excruciating task at best, as any sharp movements were sure to keep him a victim of his own ploy but the gentle but firm coaxing and the need to reach his hand out and press against the smaller man’s back was not a request but a demand. With a hand still gripping Asri’s wrist, he lifted the supple seemingly fragile structure of bone, muscle, and skin to his plush lips stroking the surface of it. The membrane, he hoped, to be at his mercy as his tongue flipped the blade and slipped it out between tightly clamped teeth.